>>4382442To add, when I talk about friends I only talk about 2 people lol, who i knew before trauma...
Also unlike Asuka I didn't externalize the hate but kept it inside. Ironically, this situation was also positive. It allowed me to focus on studying and I was one of the few in my school to go to college and now do a job I like. Let's say that going to college plus doing a job i like and being appreciated by the team now...it has helped and helping.
Wish Asuka could find the peace as i did...(no i don't like rebuilds end, she is treated like a background character)