>>3547973>it wouldn't last because they'd eventually and inevitably find someone better. Inb4 b-but I love her and looks don't matter!Hence why I weirdly don't want her to be real. Because of fear of some sort of rejection, but also because the real world is cruel and senseless. The world she lives in is beautiful and rewards those who try hard and keep at it, but this "real world" sucks, why would I want her to be here with me? I want to visit HER world, and not have her come to my wretched reality. It's for the pursuit of escapism to me that I hold on to her. If shit really hits the fan with me I want to know that I have her to hold on to and keep me alive.
But she's fine being there, as an ideal to strive and look for. If I sounded stupid or something this thread it's because I'm drinking a bit. It's been a rough week.
