>>4384596For people like you it's to earn a cozy couch (both psychologically and financially) to watch the world burn slowly with the rest of the middle class men. (I don't mean that aggressively, just from a factual perspective) The people "at the top" are as miserable as the lowest class. Their surroundings are what elevate them above everyone else. We're all going to die anyways.
But you know why you're different? You have Rei. We both do. We have something to live for. Something to die for. In that alone We are Brothers. We are Brothers in Rei Ayanami!