>>4255450>pretending to be in a relationship with a minorThe Kana I love is forever 19 tho
>time that isn't waifu relatedWork hard to save for that nice house in the woods on 5+ acres...
>do you ever feel like you're just walking in placeMostly just life in general since I can't clear some hurdles I really need to and price of land keeps rising thanks to banks and especially CA/NY people
>tell yourself to justify your behaviorI will succeed...soon.
>>4255456The most beautiful experience...
>>4255526>>4255570I am jealous of you both since I'm beyond inept at programming and can't do the interface of my waifu's VN justice to my vision
>>4256033>Astronomy degreeBased. I would've done that if I had any skill at math beyond arithmetic.
>>4256954>Would you want the same to happen to youI met her at age 18 in 2012. And I'd love to go back to those times, since they felt innocent and full of excitement and discovery, including learning more about her. Those were the best years of my life, and I'd love to go back to then, and all the more so if she was there with me. Those college years, and hanging out with her...it would've been the best. I really liked that otherwise dumb Uzaki-chan anime because it reminded me of those nice times. We'd learn so much together, she'd help me get into shape (actually in person this time), we'd do stupid things like make shitty drinks in the dorm closet, all that. Except this time, she'd be that cool college athlete, like she'd be on my school's soccer team or the obligatory short girl on the volleyball team. Having Kana around would be the best in those years. It's sad I can remember so much of what I was doing, watching, listening to, and now I think of how much better it would be if she was there.
>>4256954>also i used to be way more optimistic about life before i experienced a pandemic and many other absurd and depressing eventsI feel like 2020 was just the final capstone on the "I cannot return to those wonderful days".
