>>3290666Well I don't want to blog or just unload so that's why I sort of asked.
I just missed getting her one free version in FGO. I made an NA accoubt earlier this year. Then it got lost, then I got it back, but then I got pretty depressed and didn't do anything. So I didn't get her. I wanted to grail versions of her.
Though the year between last and this one I kind of left most things to do some self exploring because personal problems. So I guess I kind of deserve it maybe. I guess it kind of goes with my current decision to start trying to do something with my life assuming things to do so line up. So a sort of motivation to not mope and be so lazy and all. But it still hurts. Especially since when I did the tutorial roll she was my free 4*. It was all lined up to do the Halloween rerun and snag her. I could just try to buy an account, but that doesn't really change the fact I've been shitty for some time and it got the better of me at the last second once more.