>>3636950Yep.
I tried for so long to actually get someone to cuddle with and like me. But as it happened I would lay there and just feel sad or feel nothing. I would get sexually aroused but never actually loving feelings. I never really wanted to be held, I don’t really like physically touch. I thought it would make me happy or atleast feel less lonely but it wouldn’t.
I felt as lonely if not more when I was with her.
I think it is worse to be in someone’s embrace and feel lonely, than just normal loneliness.
I don’t know what my problem is, I wish I did cause then I could solve it. But I don’t even know why I’m like this.
