I feel so low...
I hate myself...and I am so alone
>22>Male>Virgin>Never been with or Kissed a girl>High School drop out>I can't do simple math>Coward>Out of Shape>When I'm listening to music I pretend I am an MMA fighter>I sometimes hug my pillow and pretend it's the girl of my dreams>I work at a gas station>Sigh...>I get nervous in front of girls>I can't look anyone in the eyes>Terrified of heights>The only family I have is my mom and she lives far away from me>I make about 700 a week and I send her 200 to help her out because her retirement money isn't enough to pay her rent>I want to kill myself but everytime I get close I keep thinking about mom>I am a weakling and all I want in this world is just a friend>Someone to talk too...>Won't anyone be my friend?>[email protected] 