>>3803035>>3803042Thank y’all for the kind words.
> We're told that humans are social creatures, so wanting to be alone makes me feel like I'm put together wrong, like I shouldn't be this way.I totally get that feeling but then it’s mixed because cause basically my whole my parents told me that I couldn’t date or shouldn’t date because I should just focus on school or bettering my self cause that will make me attractive and then people will like you. But now I’m older I just sorta feel like I don’t really need someone. So it’s like I was sorta raised to be solidarity and then they are confused that I don’t have a girlfriend, and I have tried but I just feel as lonely with them as I am alone. Or I just get ghosted by them
When I imagine a perfect day it never has anyone else in it.
All I want is to just wake up in the late morning, get a small breakfast and read for a while, then spend a majority of the day doing wood working and playing music. Then cook dinner for my self, watch a movie or play some vidya and just go to sleep.
It never features anyone else, I just don’t want to get yelled at randomly to fix something or have people barge into my room.
