>>3732823It's good that you are self aware enough to know that you wallow in self pity, it makes it seem more genuine that you do in fact want to improve your life.
life doesn't have to be overwhelming and you can use tools to help you make it easier like how there are entire industries to help you get insurance, pay taxes, and get a drivers license
Things like cooking and cleaning you can learn for free just by watching youtube vids on those topics, you should give it a try you could find it interesting
Also i feel like its important to know that many people have felt like you and many more people will feel like you but most of those people will get over these hopless feeling times in their lives and you will probably be one of them.
