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>I make about 700 a week and I send her 200 to help her out because her retirement money isn't enough to pay her rent
You can be proud of yourself for this.
Also, find a cheap gym, get some advice about good routines, and start going. You can be fat and ugly, or fit and ugly, and being fit, nice V shape will improve anyone's chances with chicks. It also makes you more confident and more alpha.