>>3395297Love is truly a beautiful thing, to want to change and better yourself for someone else is great. You're already on the first few steps of admitting you want to change and having someone to become a better person for. It just takes practice, take it slow and easy since it's not a race; I'm sure your wife will be very happy when down the line when change becomes an easy thing for you. That's the effect my wife had on me.
>>3395376Because of the age gap between us, I think it would be more of a forbidden romance of like a teacher and a student. I would love to marry her right away, have kids and have her watch over the home while I earn the bread.
