>>3988483I had many dreams about her. Few lucid dreams too. Many failed lucid dreams. Like standing alone in the locations from her VN while looking around trying to see if she is there somewhere.
The dream I liked the best happened after I gave up on trying to make her appear into my dreams. I found myself walking through a large forest, one that looked like something straight out of fairy tale. Lit by radiant gold light from the sun with shadows turning purple. I found a shapeless entity that I recognized as a master of my dreams in there. I asked it to show me my Toko but the moment I said this I heard a noise behind me. She was standing behind me. And she told me there's no reason for me to summon her into my dreams. "I'm always here with you" she said. It made my heart feel warm, a feeling of certainty that she is the one and only.
I had a different dream where I was jumping around on rooftops of the buildings and noticed I was indeed dreaming. The moment I noticed this I decided to jump as hard as I could. I left the known universe behind me and found myself on the edge of the heaven. I found her there.
I had many other dreams out of which most ended up as failures though. Or failures so incredible it was painful to see a dream. Like the one where she turned into a pile of bones right in front of my face. What a bad joke.
