>>2525083Put these all together and you get this poor, neurotic person that craves love and human contact, but doesn't like and fears what the world offers to her, and yet marches forward wanting to retain her face, individuality, and worldview in spite of it. She is painfully aware she is very different from the rest of the world, knows deep down she has something unique to offer back to it, but fears that society will misunderstand and punish her, as it had so many times before.
Or maybe I'm losing my mind.