>>3487606>I used to have a big group of friends to hang out with at warm summer days like this onesame here anon, i never thought i'd miss it, i though i'd always have friends. i wish i could talk to people online, i hate myself to the point where i feel like a burden on whoever is forced to talk to me
i hate thinking of the past, i miss having people around who made me feel wanted. its always weird to think about how much you've changed over the years and how you wish for things to go back to the way it used to be. i wonder what my younger self would do differently if they saw me now.
>I tried to end my life by overdosing but I chickened outit may not mean anything at all but i'm glad you're still here. you're apart of /c/ and you're one of the few people i get to talk to, it scares me to think that there are probably some anons from /c/ out there that i've talked to who are probably no longer alive
>All I look forward to on the days I'm off is to drink.same, i never thought i'd become an alcoholic but it really creeps up on you
