>>3550618>I know you're big on purity and I'm really notYou are correct. Purity is very, very important to me. However, while I do think women should not be showing much skin, if any at all, I do recognize that I am likely the only one in these threads with these beliefs. This is not a place for me to care about that kinds of stuff. I want everyone here to love their wife in their own way. If you want to post Rutee with lots of skin showing, I do not mind in the slightest. I don's even mind Elizabeth when she is too lewd for the /c/ moderators. Everyone can love their wife in their own way. I don't even mind sexual talk as long as it is vanilla and within reason. I often do discuss sexual things about my Sheik, but never go into detail or anything. I personally refuse to show my Sheik uncovered, but I do not expect anybody else to do that. The only thing I would ever have a problem with is if someone posted my Sheik in a way I do not approve or start talking about some sexual fantasy they had of her.
>In a sense it's admirable to go to those lengthsThanks!
>But maybe your Sheik is differentYou've hit me where it hurts, you know? My Sheik is not different from what you have said. My Sheik wouldn't want me to go so far as to physically hurt myself. I've never thought of it that way...
Dedication and working hard to be as dedicated as I can to what I love makes me feel like I'm working towards something. It makes me feel like I'm doing something right. That might have a lot to do with how I was raised, but I still feel this way. And since I love my Sheik a lot, I work just that much harder for her. Writing until my hands hurt has always felt like an act of love and obligation, but not a burden. I still think that this is my path, but you have made me think of a new perspective on this.
>>3550731What Saberfriend said is true, I once freaked out over less. I don't see why everyone is giving you shit over this. You have every right to be mad at that bitch.