>>3357955i hope you never actually go through with it, there's always time to see some change unfold that may make your life tolerable or even worth it.
i always told myself that i want to die but in the end i don't want death, i just want everything to stop; i want to be happy, i want to be loved, i want to be at a place in life where i can relax and i can't do that if i'm dead - being dead ends my immediate suffering but can and will move that suffering onto others in my life even if i'm gone
>>3357982i'm sure your dog loves you a lot anon
i always wanted a dog because not only do i love them but i want some kind of living thing to love me back and be happy that i'm around - sadly i'm allergic to most animals so i'll never get the chance
