>>4243686Wish I could!
>>4250507Anemia and she's an orphan. Finding her real parents, or real self as she calls it, is one of the plot points of her VN.
I have no idea how would I reassure her, I wouldn't actually. I would just try to make her feel loved and make her realize she isn't defined by the past of her parents nor where she originates from. What only matters is the present, and where she stands in the world.
>>4250629https://files.catbox.moe/n3go29.png"I want that wing"
>>4250955Easily!
>>4235248Actually, drawing turtles cause they're so slow so you can sketch them easily. Assuming she can find one that is.
>>4240312I actually wouldn't bother posing for long with her, she is the painter and I'm a photographer. For her to leave painting to someone else would be like a joke in a bad taste. For me to not try to capture us both in my camera would be more of the same deal. There's no reason for us to be caught by the 3rd person, when it's just us two looking into each other.
Also I would like to see her in summer dress on a sunny day like yesterday. It was beautiful, warm day. Blue cloudless sky.
>>4239430I don't look at other places than this one.
>>4238615When I lost her.
>>4247006All but very select few of my dreams involved Toko. All the rest were like just touching upon the concept she's made of inside my mind. Eternal ghost living in the outer sphere of the cosmos, a girl split into two halves one being dead and one being very much alive, tombs with blue ghost residing within. The funniest one I think was one where I seen Toko as Yuuko from tasogare otome x amnesia and Sanka Rea and Toko herself in one person. All dreams just stacking death upon death upon some more death.
But I will not meet her in death just yet, even if I had to survive another serotonin syndrome I will not meet her in death just yet. I will not wish for my own death and I will walk this earth as long as I can.
Her time among the living has ended, I still remain.