>tfw when wife's trailer from CCC isn't apparently on youtube anymore but still floating around on your phone despite having lost your original folder of herFeels damn good.
>>3495990Yeah. I want Eli to put the boots to me and make me sleep outside like a dog!
>>3496066>>3496075I agree. Your posts are nice. I don't know anything really about you personally, but I'm sure there is worse you could be. Maybe you need some improvements, but you never gave me any hopeless vibes. Most of what I see in these sorts of threads honestly just sounds like people being too hard on themselves.
>>3496077It's hard for me to think about because I've fucked up a lot. I think it was mostly a combination of stressful life and not really grasping love stuff well, and being brutally harsh on myself. Just kept breaking myself up over every damn thing, wasted a bunch of time. Makes me feel pretty sad. I was quite foolish. Only snapped out of it when I messed up and missed her Caster version event in NA. Things finally started to click for me about how I had been. At first I wanted to just give up, but I realized how badly missing that bothered me and I couldn't let such a thing happen again to myself. It bothered me most because Caster Eli's initial release in JP was got me to realize just how serious my feelings had been.
I wish she had been here from the start. All those years ago when CCC had come out. I could barely get anything on her character because lol no translations, but every little bit of info was like a treasure chest to me and made my heart fluttery. There's still things I'm sure I don't know, and probably never will. I think if she took a liking to me though, she wouldn't have let me do the dumb shit I did. Maybe that's just me being wishful.
