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I'm coming closer to the conclusion that I am incapable of true love and just have obsessions.
>Get into a media and find a girl I really like
>Become fixated on her for the several years I enjoy the media
>Get out of said media, feelings almost immediately feel less there
>Find new media, inevitably find a character to fixate on
>Repeat endlessly
Who I hope is still my waifu is by far my favorite female character of that series but since I'm not actively consuming her media anymore it's just muted and I go periods without really thinking about her, even when I check for art. Meanwhile I'll skim other boards like /v/, /a/, or /vp/ and see characters that make my heart skip a beat or start reading something new or playing a new game and find myself overly attached to a character in it.
Pic tangibly related to my issue. A character I'm fond of, but I saw this pic the other day and it made my heart race for reasons I can't figure out beyond me being flaky and fickle.