>>3971425There's no way for someone on the outside like me to have a full grasp of the situation, but the way I see it, there was a point where you thought tomorrow was going to be your last day, you overcame that and now worst case scenario you have another 10 years. That's definitely not
>basically for nothingIt also forces you to look at life in a way others don't and hopefully you strive to find more enjoyment out of it than those who continually defer happiness until they're too old or sick to make the most of it.