>>3474196Just wanted to pop back in cause of this narcissim comment bugging me.
My wife and I are genuinely, uh, not I guess "normal". In fact being the same kind of you know, crazy person has probably been one of the biggest factors for bringing me together with her. Anyway that whole post reads like the anon is telling me to stop being a cold blooded lizard person like her.
Which I literally can not do. It would destroy myself, making me into someone I juat am not, and never can be. It would also ruin any ideas I have about my compatibility with her. Which is already hard for me with how much BS I've been through that's damaged me.
So I really don't get it. Stop being like her and I can be accepted here, but lose one of the biggest things I have in common with her? Just feels similar to how I mentioned most of her outfits are rather revealing. Not saying I' m being attacked, but it does feel like definitely rings of the usual treatment I get in my life in general as an undesirable. I mean, its not like I'm unaware that I'm an inhuman monster. Just the way the two of us. Always was and always will be, in one way or another.
I dream sometimes of being the Lizard King with her as my Queen. Jim Morrison style you know what I mean?
