>>3442078Yes, I've always had attractions to 2D characters since I was younger (and I was always told it was weird), so telling a younger me this would more-or-less solidify what I already thought and I would be happy with it.
No, I'm completely happy with my relationship as it is, I've given the normalfag life a try and it's disgusting. You have to be so fake just to even get by, at least my love for Yui and just acting as I am lets me be happy, I've been staying out of trouble and everything in my life has improved. My folks might be upset they aren't getting grandkids from me, but they already have two and my other siblings will give them more.
I wouldn't mind hallucinations, but I don't think it would go that far - I can distinguish the lines of reality and fantasy quite well, I have a dakimakura but I wouldn't bring it around with my everywhere because that would be disrespectful to those around me and to Yui herself. (Like that one European asshole ironic weeaboo does on youtube)
If anything, it will increase. It's only been about 6 months since I really got back into watching anime again, and before that I was into reading visual novels, light novels and all sorts of stuff, I didn't really have a girl I loved - but I came back to it all after the normalfag life just didn't suit me after trying for 3 years and change.
I would say the ratio is somewhere like a 9:1, for every bad feeling (thinking of the despair of her not actually being here) just seeing art of her smiling face, or waking up in the morning to her dakimakura, thinking of her, answering these questions, etc just fill me with happiness. Marrying Gahama-san has mad my life way better.
>>3442228Her and I would pilot the Burning (God) Gundam, just because at the end we would defeat the Dark (Devil) Gundam with the Sekiha Love Love Tenkyoken.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PAf-mp4yYNU 