>>3377780Never thought about buying a box of chocolate to Mika. I already see her shy reaction, her cheeks slowly turning to red, overwhelmed by a strange, warm, fuzzy feeling coming deep from her stomach. Oh, how nice it'll be.
I think I love her because she manages to find an equilibrium between her gyaru, idol mask she wears in public and her true, shy, honest self. She manages to be happy while finding and maintening this balance between her and the outside world.
This is something I struggle to accomplish, having many problems establishing links with other people (even my own fucking family) while remaining myself. After two and a half years, I just realised why I love Mika: she is, in this matter, everything I wish to be but can't quite manage to become. All this time, she was my support and my model against all the hardships I've been facing for three years.