>>3631580I never miss class I always takes notes I study I go to office hours I do homework.
I work my ass off all the time, I dress well, I eat well, I try to exercise atleast twice week, I try to read books and create art to stimulate my brain, I go work a job, I try to make time for friends, I try to push my self out of my comfort zone and like just this last week I asked a girl out to dinner. She said yes and then I asked her when she could do it and I have been ghosted since then.
But I still tried and I constantly try and I work my ass of and do all the things I should and things I should to be happy but it doesn’t work. I don’t be know why, but it never works. I’m never actually happy.
