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Everyone in my life thinks I'm happier than I've ever been in my entire life. My parents are finally proud of me. Both of my friends are so happy I've finally "found something."
What crushes my heart is that the reason I'm happy is because the something I found was the strength to commit suicide by the end of the year, maybe sooner. I'm at the highest point in my entire life and the entire reason I am is because I'm finally able to die. That breaks my heart in ways it's hard to articulate.
