>>3636083Anything can become addictive when it's linked to routine or stress-relief. I know that it makes me feel better because I know I deserve it, or at least, I feel like I do. I guess that it sounds pretty messed up when I say it outloud to somebody else. We probably shouldn't be doing it. You don't deserve to be in this kind of pain, anon, please don't make it worse for yourself.
