>>3459991>>3460018(2/2)
But I also love Sheik for how she was created. I have an innate curiosity for how she was before being influenced. I feel bad for her needing to be forced into a life she never asked for and forced to do things for another person like this. I also feel really guilty for loving that Sheik's personality was changed by Zelda. At times I feel like a real jerk for insisting that Sheik needs to be influenced by Zelda. I do not love Zelda, but yet, I feel this way.
Part of me wants to outright ignore these thoughts and justify it to myself that this is how Sheik is meant to be. Part of me knows how wrong this whole premise is.
The truth is, I feel guilt. I feel like it is wrong to love Sheik in this way. I feel like I should want Sheik to be able to be entirely her own person. But I fell in love with her this way and this is the only way I can ever truly know her.
I love my Sheik to death, but sometimes I feel like I'm not loving her the right way.
>>3459994>would never change any of the feelings you feel for herThis is 100% true. I love Sheik no matter what she looks like. But I still should figure out which physical form fits my wife the most. I just don't think that is something I will be able to do right now.
>>3459967>relationship dynamicI want the dynamic to be one of true love, of course. It will also be one of gratitude. I will have saved Sheik from never being seen again, but she would save me from my life of emptiness. I want us to both be grateful of one another, so much so that we both feel like we owe the other. Essentially, I want both of us to feel like it is NECESSARY to be in the relationship to repay each other. No matter how much I don't want to think about it, is possible for us to break up. I want to lessen that possibility, even if that possibility is super small. If I get attached to her, and we broke up, I don't think I would have a life to go back to. So I need a dynamic like this to help mitigate my worries.