>>2127243Sometimes, if it's night, i go out, and I watch to the sky. The view of the Milky Way, of the stars (yeah, i live in a pretty isolated place) kinda calms me down. I can't explain it exactly. I start to think to all those suns, all those distant worlds who will never be seen by a living creature, and that will eventually die, even more alone if possible. I see their landscapes, i feel the cold of vacuum, i touch the brightness of quasars. When I feel empty, this fill me with a beautiful loneliness. Then i think to Rei, and to how much irrelevant are the problems and the facts with which we have to deal every day. Yeah, she doesn't exist, she's not real. Ok, I can accept that. But i won't surrender to the cynics. Society, space, time are only boundaries...ironic, isn't it? We spend our few years in this universe by telling each other what to do, what to think or what to feel. We should feel free instead; and feeling that not a person, not an anime character, but an entity like Rei has at least once taken place in this random world is enough for me to making me feel so. I feel that, even if slightly, this is also my place. I'm in peace with that. I love you Rei.
Sorry guys if I annoyed you with this. I know, I'm pretty much fucked up. Here's a picture of Rei to excuse me.
