>>2156771Which is just the usual fallacy of thinking authors think and relate to their characters the same way the fans do.
That's actually the quickest way to write a Mary Sue, as is doing or not doing things because of how sorry you would feel to the character if that happened or how much you like them - To a writer, this will be about getting certain concepts and ideas in there. To tell a good story (or at least vent at little)
To "let others see what's inside of You". Which, In REi's case, just gets heartbreakingly meta.