>>3487943>>3487952Doing the best I can to love and provide for and protect her until memories of past trauma are like a speck on a distant shore. As much as can be fixed there's still a lot of damage there that just can't be reversed. What I'd like to do is make sure she knows that I don't love her in spite of these things, but because of them. Some of the burdens she carries would weigh heavy on my heart as well, but it's well offset by seeing her happier than she was to bear them alone. As she is I worry about her, she's tried to end it all before... it could happen again in the near future.
It's not just for her though, by saving my waifu I would also be saving myself. I need her in my life so badly right now. We have more in common than I care to blog about here, I just want to open up to her and vice versa.
