>>3183608>Because deep down in my mind I have given up on that goal, I keep saying it to myself only to feel better but in reality I have done nothing to change my bad habits, to improve my person, I have been the same impulsive, lazy and hedonistic scum I have been for years.jesus christ this line specifically hit way too close to home.
you're not the only one to feel this way anon. i think everyone with a waifu struggles with the ideal of trying to better themselves into being a person that their significant other would want them to be, or love them more for being.
im not quite sure what the solution to finding that motivational spark is either, it's a challenge that we all have to work towards man. I wish you good fortune in the future in regards to this endeavor nonetheless.
>>3183898yeah the VN. currently having 'exciting lunchtime' with shizuru. havent finished a route yet.
