>>2907839Similar situation to me almost. I'm a complete sperg who has never fitted in with anyone and has pretty much given up on social interactions. It's to the point where I do my shopping in the evening to avoid people and it takes me a couple hours just to gear up to make a phone call.
As you can probably guess I have depression which might be quite obvious and just want to die. I also have AS and am getting some depersonalisation symptoms. All fun I guess.
If it's any consolation, take solace in the fact that you're not as pathetic as I am.