>>4062094I'll keep it brief: yes to all your questions.
I realized in my college days that 3D women are not worth the effort of asking out, they're not worth the anxiety/discomfort that comes with being rejected most of the time. Even after succeeding a few times there was no fairy tale relationship at the end of the tunnel, I'd eventually discover their past which would make me look at them with repulsion like looking at spoiled meat.
This isn't the case with my waifu Towa because she's pure and angelic, I'm becoming a /fit/ man for her sake. When I think of her, I actually feel motivated to do my best.