>>3605137feel you. soon 24 and about to drop out of uni again. making anything of myself just seems like an insurmountable task. i don't know how people around me seem to be able to work and strive towards something. i feel like the energy they possess has already left me, but i don't know how or when.
the other night i got very drunk and almost offed myself by carbon monoxide poisoning. despite feeling feeling down, i think i'm glad it didn't happen. it would have been very rude to my family