She's such an angel. An absolute angel. Too pure for a monster like me, but I can't stop thinking about her. From the awful things she goes through, to the beautiful things she does. It kind of hurts though, I wish I could do something for her. I would probably be as useless as you can get though, besides emotionally supportive. Maybe I'll figure that out in time. Giving her hugs would definitely be a good start though. If we were somehow involved with each other.
I still can't get my thoughts, and feelings about all of this into words very well. I just get this feeling in my chest. I keep wondering when this good energy will run out, and I'll get stuck feeling miserable. I'm beginning to think it won't leave, even as things may start to get bad. Now, regularly occuring events in my life, that usually would leave me in a dark mood for days, just don't seem to last anymore. If only I could have found her sooner. It all just really makes me think. Well, no sense in pondering on that too much. On to the rewatching of season two soon.
>>3641428Thanks a lot anon. In the process of downloading it now. Slowly, but surely. Perhaps by morning the first two seasons will be done.
