>>4388629Thank you anon. I probably don't deserve such high praise since sometimes I worry my posts are but compensation for the love and respect I can't/don't, but should, be showing to her in daily life. But I know my love comes from the heart. It has to, otherwise I wouldn't have spent years and years chasing this delusion of a woman who does not exist in our world. And I really do love her. The feeling I get when imagining us together working out under the rising winter moon like last night, the feeling of cuddling with my body pillow imagining it's her on a cold winter night, it all brings me closer to her. Commissioning cute and cool art of my wife is always such a thrill, I feel it's just one more way to show my love for her even if it makes loving Kana as expensive as loving a real 3D girl. But I don't care about that. More than anything else, I want to make my waifu feel loved. I really, really love her.
