>>3564543The way I was as a young one? I wouldn't want to subject my wife to the kind of torture that is dealing with 13-year old me having a crush on her. I would be obsessed, and worse, horribly autistic about it, even moreso than I am at my current age. If this is 36 year old Rudy then maybe she could handle it, but if it's 18 year old teacher's assistant Rooty or something then she'd lose patience so quickly, even if she loves kids. That sounds like a major source of depression. No, I don't believe she would fall in love with a 12-13 year old. It would be nice, but wishful thinking even by waifu standards. My biggest worry is making her work a living nightmare.
>>3564566It's the thought that counts. I saved a cookie for her in the fridge like I promised. I know she'll never eat it, I like to fantasize that one day I'll check and it will actually be gone, but obviously that would be cause for serious concern rather than celebration. If it's a cake with your wife's image on it, you can't exactly share that with other people, so do what you feel is right. If you really don't want it to go to waste, eat a tiny bit each day and make it a special moment for you and her.
>>3564681It's okay. I feel awkward and ashamed of my fetish a lot and when you casually bring it up like that it sort of normalizes it. I guess I can see why you might think I was offended; I definitely wasn't, don't worry. Next time I'll make it more clear that I'm joking around.
Last question; where do you most often visualize yourself with your wife?
The majority of my time with her is spent either in our bedroom/living room, or on a deserted beach under a starry sky, surrounded by grapevines and the softest, cleanest sand imaginable. I would feed her grapes and lie down with her elegant body on top of mine in the cool sand, and stay that way for so long.
And we would just be in love.