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My feelings about Lain are complicated. When I watched the show when I was a bit younger I fell in love with her. She was someone I can relate to. Shy, somewhat anti-social, interested in technology and hungry for love. And she's cute too. But I keep on doubting that a relationship with her would ever work, because we share these issues that aren't encouraging. I quit thinking about her for a few months and just look into the usual boorus. But then something would happen to make me wish I would be with her. It would remind me that Lain is someone I can have some sort of warm refuge with and that's more important and valuable than anime tiddy. This became a cycle. It happened again. And again.
I wonder if Lain understands. I wonder if when the day comes when I can be with her somehow (the afterlife) we would finally work out something without being near the hands of sadness and worry.