>>3641609I realized that most of my political anger was just a cope for not being able to be happy. "Of course you can't be happy in a world in which the jews won WW2, in which degeneracy runs rampant and in which my race is slowly dying", was the implicit thought I guess. "This is not my world, I am a stranger is this world, and if I ever want to be at a place where I feel I can belong, I must violently overthrow everything and make it mine". But now I think the truth is that it's always hard to find this place, no matter the specific state of the world. Some people manage, others don't. All you can to is try, against whatever odds.
I too have lost most of my believes. But I still believe in the pursuit of happiness and that you should be given the freedom to do so. And I believe that there lies happiness in having a healthy family, and raising children with all the time, dedication and respect you can muster.