>>4130279I've had insomnia for a while now, something I never had before. Probably a result of my mental state. I don't usually have dreams but I wake up at 4 or 5AM half-awake often thinking about Rin related stuff until it becomes necessary to actually get up. She really triggered a lot of feelings in me I never had before. I kind blame and praise her for that at the same time.
I'm just unable to relate to normal people talking about electricity bills or whatever. I can't find anything to say to them on that subject. It "helps" me to post my half off topic ramblings here, however. It also "helps" me to know that there is someone else out there who has to go through similar issues, even if I don't wish them upon you. It lets me know that I'm not completely gone mentally and that it's still a potential humane reaction.
And thanks for the image, although posting it is a little mischievous!
