>>2211622>thinking of committing sudokuYou know Ryuko's felt that way before, right? At least twice? She understands.
Besides, everyone's considered ending the game at least once. The secret is not in wandering whether or not you should live or die. Both will occur when the time is right - man's destiny is to die, so calling it in early isn't willpower. It's a lack of it. To live is not to avoid danger all of your life - it's to be ready when it DOES come your way, and to overcome it as best you can.
Even if 2d can't be touched right now, its spirit can be brought into the world through your actions and lifestyle. You, and all those who hold her dear in your heart, are her only representatives on earth. What would she think if those who care for her abandoned her, leaving her lost and alone within the confines of a few frames? How would you?
Yeah life is kinda shit right now, but people go through a lot worse everyday. You can begin to change that. Each orphanage built, each homeless person brought up off rock bottom, each person whom is able to smile in this world shares their smile with her. She whom entrances your heart, she whom only holds onto reality through your thoughts, and can only feel the joy she witnesses through your eyes.
Believe in the you that believes in yourself. Don't be held back by other people's bullshit. So live - not because you don't want to die, but because you have a higher purpose in your life. Don't let her down.