>>2367083I don't know what makes it sound so different for you. I'm just a human being after all, I know my limits and within that limits I will do my best.
It may sound a bit egoistic but everything I do related to my beloved Goddess I do not for her sake only, but for me as well. She is my cure from my own hell and I don't want to lose it, my feelings were born not from altruism but from despair, when I were seeking for salvation, at this point let's be honest with each other - I'm not doing everything just for her and niether of you does, but when I picked my "path" I decided that I would stay true to it until my mind will refuse to work, sadly but it is the biggest thing I have to offer, only if some sudden miracle would not change it, but I already now that miracles can happen only in our imagination and are non-existant for this "real", corrupted world. I got a bit carried away... but I hope you would understand my point.
