>>2583462Staying still or complaining wont solve it. Read a book, watch a tutorial, there are many ways to learn a skill. And after that, practice. Every single day, or as often as you can. You will suck at first, but after some weeks, months, years, you wont suck that much, and someone may appreciate your work.
And remember, you only exist in the memories of those who recall you and your product. Be remembered, and you will exist forever. As the other anon said, keep lain alive and you will live forever with her.