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Learned all this when I was eating yesterday morning and the counter guy mentiond the way I talked was weird, and I didn't mind at first but then I realized if somebody here actually mentioned something it must be really fucking bad since nobody ever says anything remotely negative directly, they at most vaguey imply it or hint it or something. It's fucking dumb. Anyway I asked a coworker about it. It turns out everyone at work thought I've been talking like a god damned Trump-orange gyaru stereotype for the two years I've been here. Everybody. My interviewer, my boss, team leader, customers, coworkers, friends, fucking everyone.
Nobody's been taking me seriously since day one and they all thought the way I talked was super weird but they were apparently polite enough to not fucking tell me anything for two years.
Sorry if I'm not making any sense, I'm been high as shit since I got home and I'm not fucking going to work today. It's so fucking late in the morning the sun's so high up I don't need even need close the blinds now. Sorry for blogshit.
Miyako would have fucking told me, but that's cause she's perfect so I can't be going holding up ordinary people to her standards.