>>2794144for me it's not just that, i feel like it helps me validate my own feelings and it's a relief somehow. it feels like it's easy for people to sidestep and get frustrated over my grief... to somehow feel validated by pictures of drawn girls is weird but it still helps, somehow?
it also reassures me how i'm not alone in feeling how griefstricken my eventual suicide will be, in contrast to whatever monologue about being disturbed or ill people will paint over my demise.
