>>2796456You're missing the point.
I'm not depressed because of K-on, and I don't need it to fill the void in my life. I don't even like K-on that much. Me and my friend sometimes watch short 6 or 12 episode animes together on discord (well it was skype back then) and we decided on watching K-on a little over a year ago.
After the first episode, I already had this feeling for Yui.
After that, I was asking my friend all the time if it was time to watch k-on again yet, and when we finally finished, i watched the second season just for Yui. In fact, I watched it as slowly as possible (about 2-3 episodes a week) just so I wouldn't run out of Yui.
To this day I refuse to watch the movie because I'm really scared of not having Yui to watch anymore, and I've already rewatched both seasons.
It's not that I thought K-on in itself was bad, I just don't really like moe, I'm more into pretentious shit like eva, NHK and lain.
I wanted to highlight just how much Yui has impacted me over the course of this year, I find it so odd and out of my character.
The truth is, anon, I can't just "go outside", "meet new people" and "get a hobby". I have no interest in doing any of those, in fact the first two will only result in me getting hurt.
But still, as pathetic and unworthy I am of Yui, I still... love her. And I don't think I'll stop loving her anytime soon.
I've had (or tried to have) waifus in the past, none of them lasted more than 3 months. It was a fucking meme between me and my friends just how beta I was.
I never ever browsed c before Yui came into my life. But alas, soon this thread will disappear as will my relevance. I'm okay with that, as long as there are still yuis being posted, and knowing that she is always there.
I love you, Yui.
