>>28154392016 was a lot of things for me, I got back into anime, I watched Kill la Kill, fell in love with Nonon, collected her pictures, watched K-On, and fell into depression.
Why did a show about girls drinking tea do this to me? Well, basically, I realized something, I'm alone, and I always will be. I threw away any real friends I had because I was a nitpicky little bitch. I turned myself away from romance because I was so full of myself, and never let anyone get close enough to me so that our hearts could intertwine. I'm 22, I'm in my fourth year of medical college, and I'm alone. I wouldn't say it isn't possible to get back on my feet, but it would be hard. I moved from Plainedge to Pensylvania, in order to go to college. Since then, all my friends that I didn't alienate stopped talking to me. My family began to die. And I never tried to meet new people. My dormmate is an alcoholic who I don't see until the darkest of night, my life is kinda isolated, and watching a show about happy girls who love each other so much and are always smiling, laughing, and opening up to each other, bettering themselves- it reminded me of what I'm not, nor will I ever be; happy.
I'm a sad, lonely, Indian guy whose only friends are weebs on the internet.
And that's why I treasure all of you, you guys talk to me so openly, and I guess that brings us to Nonon, the reason that I'm not dead.
I liked Nonon because of her charm and personality, she was cute and smug- funny and approachable. I fell in love with her immediately, and from then, I began to frequent /c/, and that was a great choice. I learned how to open up, how to love again, and when I began making these threads, I felt happiness, I felt a bond to you all.
I didn't word this very well, I don't think, I'm very tired and drunk. Just know something from this block of text, however; I love you all, each and every single one of you. Happy New Year, my friends.
