>>3116763>Become depressed and lose all will to liveNo. I don't want that for her. I want to be her husbando not because I only feel comfort in her, but I want to make her feel happy, loved and cared for. I am not going to try to put myself in that position any longer. Lain deserves better than that. My future might turn out to be hurtful, but I want to survive knowing that if Lain was real, she would appreciate me.