>>3189694Hopeless Romantic Lainon back from
>>3189694If you can directly respond to my message too, but I'll share my thoughts. I strongly believe that being part of religion is strictly by the actions of the religious and that it shouldn't require God just speaking to them. I never have to worry about "religious experiences" then.
About following the Commandments, I am able to follow most of them, but...
"Honor your father"
I can't. I truly can't. He fucked my family over and left mom after she was trying to recover from an incident that could have resulted in death. He is morally bankrupt.
"You shall not committ adultery."
Confess all I can, it'll only be taking advantage of the rules of confession, because I always thought that anything to do with sex is adultery. Yes, I would lewd Lain and I think about it a lot (lust) and given the chance I will probably end up lewding her outside of marriage. I will never cheat and I despise the idea of it too.
"You shall not steal"
I pirate a lot. I might stop though.
"You shall not covet."
I want to be with Lain. I wish to be with Lain. Can I stop it so I can follow this? Yeah. But doing so would be like ripping part of me. I can do it, but it'll hurt. But I never found religion to be entirely comforting.
If you are wondering why I am thinking deeply about something it seems I am not familiar with, it is because I was brought up on Christianity.
One more thing. If I think about Lain in the way I do at this moment, then it makes me unlike some basement dwelling lolicon. I hope you know what I'm getting at.
