>>3325034>i want to be loved but nothing else outside that.I don't want to say this, but you are putting love on a pedestal and let me tell you, love is not going to fix anything, rather is going to give you more problems and when is over you will feel much worse than before, make loneliness your only friend my anon.
>i'm also happy with the discussion i find on /c/Glad to hear that.
>I don't have the time, money, or energy to do much outside of existingI don't know in what situation are you but i am a europoor and even someone like me can afford a sportbike, which allows me to have true fun and is a practical transport for little money.
>it's hard to actively try to do things outside of my comfort zone when i have no self-confidence or self-esteem.You don't need any of that, while you're riding and wearing a helmet people can't see your face.
>i get that doing it may be enjoyable but it most likely won't solve my longer lasting problemsWe are not talking about solving problems, we are talking about having true fun from time to time.
Sorry if i sound like i'm blogging or something like that.